i have a confession to make: i havent quiet clocked back in yet.
see its not that i dont know what to write, its that i have no desire to write. its weird cus while i still have the the words and ideas i'm just kinda blah about making the music right now. ive sat in the studio day in and day out and did the same thing, nothing. the most ive done is played the beats and pondered rewrites/concepts.
its not like ive been totally uncreative. i've been feeding my creativity in a few ways and absorbing source files in the form of film, sound and just visual art. but i havent been turning that over by way of written music.
i wont say exactly why i dont feel like writing but i know exactly what is preventing me from putting the pen to paper and ill shake it soon. its not like i havent had the time, its not that i havent had the urge, its truely something else.
that is all...
(right now von is somewhere cringing... (or maybe relating))