outta date but right on time
not alot of time to yakk at yall today but i just had to drop by and drop this gem. a friend of mine consoled me by saying 'some people fight for the limelight by hangin aroudn it so much that it will have to eventually shine on them, but then what' and honestly thats just what i needed to hear. I have kinda took a self imposed hiatus from all that jazz, you know the free vodka til 3am worknight extravaganza's. I traded it in for productivity and stress (cus with productivity comes stress, otherwise the work aint workin) I'm extremely selective about the places i end up at nowadays, just gotta be man.
i lost my point, oh bother....
oh yeah. you scenester ass niggas disgust me man. thoroughly, especially if you are a lecherous one. its one thing to be a scenester that makes the next scene to be leeched, but those guys arent scenesters, they are innovators. but is a special breed of niggas runnin around man, and yall extra whoopity doo look at me muthafuckas grate my nerves and knock me off kilter.
between *them* and these Abe niggas runnin around man im about to have to have me a drank after work. even tho i feel sickish and even tho i think that would be the final straw in my immune system breaking down adn rendering me useless, i dont care. i am having a drink, maybe i could use a little self imposed rest.
but real talk tho, id rather be me on my worst day than alot of people on their best. no venom intended, just i know what built me and i have no idea what built or drives some of these niggas aside from personal gain and ego.
okay im gonna go finish letting Abe have his way with my day (nohomo)