Hustolin*...

Big city of dreams indeed.

I'm a week in and I'm 90% sure I have a semi furnished apt and I just
got a call about a craigslist gig that would really be a lifesaver. Some
shit about archiving photos. You know what would be crazy tho? I'd hbo
called me for an interview this week. Craaazy.

I mean with my unemployment money and this lil bitty gig I'd have enough
to hold tight till I see greener pastures. I'm also tryna get an
internship with this magazine/fashion company/design firm. I know I'm 30
and I know internships dont pay but I need a boost man and I want my own
connects. Get it how you live nigga. Word to 'happyness' and my nigga's
young h and gmfb (it aint as random a shout out as they may think, lets
get it)

This is the most important year of my life simply because I'm alive. Its
a lot of ppl who aint make it to 07, and even more who won't make it
thru 07. But I'm here and imma make sure that I do my damndest to learn
from the mistakes and celebrate the successes.

I'm just mad I forgot to bring my paystubs with me cus now I gotta wait
til tomorrow to fax em over and get the yay (or nay) on that apt. I am
praticing positive thinking and diminished dissapointment. Claimin
what's mine and being thankful for what I don't get or have in 07. This
year ill get what I work for and/or deserve and whay I don't get I
didn't need anyway. That's why the (or nay) is in parentheses up there.

You gotta love the train in nyc tho. Shits like a whole onther world,
candy and batteries for days hahah. Today a police dog was on the A
whylin out. Shit was brutal man, had all the doped up bums shook thinkin
'can he smell the cracksmoke on my coat'

Nah but imma be just fine here I think, just fine. No matter how hard it
rains.

*t'raach is dope. I need to hear some new shit from him stat.

**yes this is a happy ass entry. I'm really close to unpacking and you
have no idea how good that feels.