far from home(less) and wanting normalcy. yup i woke up a lil blue right now. actually its not about that, its about a series of conversations i had via text message last night. i dont know yall, i just got alot to figure out right now, and the support system is gettin kinda tired under the wait (pun intended)
eh... i aint bloggin about that, that on a need to know basis lol. shit aint as blue as it feels i think im just kinda tired of floating right now. i had a rough night, lost on the a train in manhattan at 2.30 coupled by that cryptic first paragraph. it wasnt all bad. i mean i did have my ipod fully charged.
nyc is okay, we did the damn thing at both showcases. it was dope seeing ppl actually dance at a hip hop show, especially when its to my music lol. i dont want to talk about that tho cus well.. yeah im blue and thats 'happy' shit, it aint happy time. its mulling life choices time.
i go to work at 8am tomorrow in times square so that should be cool for like 2 days. i honestly just want to get in my car and drive to normalcy, and sit and figure some stuff out. i need somebody to break me outta this funk. its an inward funk tho, cus nobody really even knows. i aint wake up like RIGGIDAY ROWR FUCK THE WOOOORRRRLD. i just kinda woke up.
i dont think ive ever really used this space to get personal like that and i dont want to right now, well i kinda do but i need to keep someting for myself, actully i need to get my day started. ill feel better i promise, shit i dont even feel bad. just feel bleh... weird
ill resume my normal blogging schedule soon, pictures and all. im just too busy runnin around to snap pictures and type and edit and groom, this shit is kinda a big deal to me lol. i wanna see borat too.
and amy winehouse is the shit... okay showertime
(man i wish i could share what was on my head write now)
Monday, November 06, 2006