this is officially the illest bike i have ever seen... like that shit is DOPE. louis vutton bike pads?!!?! sheeeeeit...
i saw it as we were leaving our interview for www.download.com. ill post up a link to the podcast when i get one, if i remember to.
so i leave tomorrow for dc and i cant lie, imma miss the hell outta the bay man. im actually considering coming back out here in december or january. its all tentative, i mean my whole damn life is tentative. i dont have a job to go back to, i dont have an apartment to go back to, my unemployment is running out. i mean im literally in the air and can go either way right now.
yeah the doppleganger got fired tho, so my job may be an option, but its just that i dont think im as attractive to them anymore because i have the potential to need to leave for stretches of time. imma holler at em about contracting work at least but i dont konw if they want me back and honestly i dont know if going back will work. i mean i honestly dont really have anywhere to live in dc/md anymore. i mean i can stay with my girl for a few days, camp out over my cousins nem house but ultimately im just gonna be down there mildewing with bills unless i get some yapers crackin off. i think i may have to go back to cincy for a week or two just so that im not being an imposition. but i cant stay in my new house, cus as of now its rented (THANK GOD) so ill prolly have to stay at moms.
so im over here formulating my hustle, basically i need work that is mobile, and i can do remotely from anywhere via laptop and cellphone. im thinking i can throw my bid in the voice over arena. but i dont know jack about that, im googlin the shit out of it right now tho. seems hustleable enough, i just need a lead. i also forgot that i have a bartenders license so i may try and hustle that again, it worked before right? and there is always the good old substitute teaching gig, but i dont feel like doing that shit again. hell i got a degree in design! forgot about that too, maybe i can hustle up some design money while im at it too, i just gotta get a client. anybody need flyers? an album cover?
at anyrate i dont know what to do yall, seriously, all of my belongings are in dc/md, but i have no solid crash spot there, home is cincinnati but god KNOWS i cant do that for more than a month without losing my mind, the bay seems cool and i can get focused out here but its a huge drastic change kinda and its a lil to spur of the moment for me to feel serious about yet, and i would love to give nyc a shot but i REALLY have no leads... top all of this off with the fact that i have BILLS that MUST be paid on time. period.
its gonna be an interesting month. at least i can look forward to rocking dc, and then rocking nyc, that will serve as a minor distraction right?
i dont know yall... i went into this tour thing thinking that financially i would be cool for roughly 2 months after i got off the road. hell with the show money unemployment was supposed to be icing on the cake and push me into the clear for 3 months. but i made probably a fifth of what i expected on tour. i havent even calculated how much this tour paid to be honest, it barely kept me alive on the road for real. so now its like i have less time to figure out whats next. i dont regret it at all, i just wish i had something figured out for right now. but ive been okay up until now so i guess it will all work out.
(my bad for gettin all heavy on yall like that. real talk tho the blog is about to get kinda depressing until i figure out this money thing. pray for meh (c) lil mo)