Tuesday, June 19, 2007

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so if you havent noticed the page is changing. i want to design a custom header and maybe do seomthing else with the background and blah blah blah. i got sick of the old so i changed it up

denver was cool and i had a great time. the supporters we have in denver rival those of anywhere ive ever seen. actually i will go on record and say denver loves tanya morgan more than any other city i have been to. maybe im buggin but its ppl who have seen us perform 4 times an its not like we are in denver every weekend. and che grand got to see it too. like its one thing to see ppl rock out with you and enjoy what you do, its a WHOLE nother thing to see a person get amped off of some mixtape cut you did years ago and sing the words better than you possibly can. other than that we just chilled man, all weekend. shit almost felt like the vacation it was supposed to be.

the ride home was long as shit and the guy who got on the bus with his leaky styrofoam crate full of curry chicken and rice made it no easier to stomach. this dude got on the bus, pulled the container out of bag that was full of curry that had spilled out. sucked his knuckles, fingers and any other part of his hand that touched the curry. then proceeded to eat (very sloppily i might add) the contents of the container and the spilled over bag curry. he literally was scooping the curry out the bottom of his plastic bag. fucking gross, he even ate the stuff that landed on his shirt. on a crowded bus. disgusting

i dont know if im allowed to talk about the pending tour** that we are trying to line up that would roll out around aug/sept or the acts on it but im trying not to get excited about it until i see something substantial. in the meantime im trying to find a job. i have been interviewing for weeks and nothing is sticking, but yall dont care about that right? right.

looking back on my entries, i have decided that my blog is depressing, very depressing. i found one of my peers (aka another rappers) blog and while i think the guy is pretty damn depressing his blog is rather light hearted. made me think that maybe i get too deep here. or maybe i should just post superficial shit about how we are doing a song or something else about the music. but honestly this is the person i am man and i cant change it up. i owe my honesty to myself and while id rather ever entry be LOL and ROTFLMAO worthy who gives a shit if it isnt. this is where i come to analyze life and the things going on around me be them good or bad. illl be damned if i put on rosy colored lenses here, id ratehr just stop 'journaling' if its gonna be like that.

i know alot of ppl that aint too concerned with my personal wellbeing. lets call them cosmetic friends, some of them have my number, some have my aim, some have my email and all of them react the same to my venting. either dead silence or some ad nauseum topical well wishes simply because being close to me is a rollercoaster ride. ask ilyas, von, che, filthy etc. im turbulent and manic. ill be bouncing off the walls one second and in the corner sulking the next. im mad emo and the reason why is because im really not talking to yall here so much as i am myself. i mean i include you guys in the conversation and sometimes i totally engage you but for the most part im taking notes so that i can check back a few months from now and see how far/short ive made it.

in this entry i havent spoke on 1/10th of the things happening in my life right now. if i did yall would REALLY think im depressing. but its not even about being depressed. the good in your life helps you make it thru the hard times. so its not that im not concious of the good, its just that focusing solely on the good would make my life unrealistic, furthermore dwelling on the good in times when the bad has to be tended too does nothing to change the situation. i hold my good in a very secure place and take it in doses as needed.

the moral of this entry is: keep your sugar away from your shit cus you can make sugar taste like shit but not vice versa. i hope that makes sense...

okay i need to go check on my laundry

**CLUES
- laurens joy is named for and has 2 of em
- idi amin died in it & he would be a very redundant gangbanger

66 comments:

Angie said...

Glad CO treated you well! AND...um, your venting? *singing* Thats what friends are for! And for the record, the pending tour? YES, WE DO CARE! :P

Razzle said...

please dont chang anything on your blog. its cool that you keep it real. its nice to see the human side of people.

and i'm so stealing the keep your sugar away from your shit line.

Che Grand said...

too much good, no good!

Me said...

Clues = Zion I, Kidz In The Hall? (I think she has more than 2 kids though)

I googled, Idi Amin died in a hospital in Saudia Arabia which didnt set a lightbulb off in my head.

I pray the redundant gangbanger reps Crip.

(Young H)

Donald Williams said...

you said it, i didnt
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is that like me sayin it?

IM SO CONFUSED!

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